Fuck "him"
Sunday, February 22, 2009
3:52 AM
I am so fucking pissed , I CAN JUST RIPE SOMEONE APART! !@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(!!!!!!!
Early in the morning wake up go jogging , he whin this whin that , im ok with that , after jogging he says " so fast come back up? so lousy , run for such a short time come back " i am dam pissed..... i ignored him , after that i started to do my homework at 5pm , he came in and said off your computer if you want to do your homework .... WTF i like to do hw with the com beside me .. it helps me concentrate ... i continue to take in his "advices" , Yongjie and i played dota lo , i told him i wait awhile then eat dinner , i playing .. i want eat later ... then after 40min he come he scream at me and say WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU , ask you eat also need to beg isit! Anger me more i swear to you i throw away the internet , i told him awhile more pls .... 5minutes later, he came in screaming say DONT BOTHER COMING OUT I THREW AWAY ALL THE FOOD ! FIND YOUR OWN WAY FOR FOOD I DONT CARE . i ignored him .. im so fucking pissed.... After that he came in and said to me Becareful , i throw away your computer tml when you go school ... then he said you told me you will study at 6 , now what time... ITS LIKE WTF! MY OWN STUDY NEED HIM CARE AH #$%^&* EVERYTIME I STUDY , HE THINK ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH! WHEN I DONT WANT STUDY AND I WANT REST , HE FORCE ME STUDY! WTF , I want study he call me do this do tt, when i want to rest , he want me study! WTF IS WRONG WIT HIM! HE TREAT MY BROTHER SO GOOD EVEN THOUGH MY BROTHER BARELY AT HOME AND TREAT HIM SO BADLY!
WHAT IS THIS! I TRY MY BEST ALL THE TIME TO IMPRESS HIM WITH MY RESULTS AND MY STUDIES ... MY BROTHER ONCE EVEN THREATENED HE WILL WHACK MY FATHER FOR BUSTING MY BROTHER'S SECRET TO HIS GF ... THEN MY FATHER STILL TREAT HIM SO WELL....
MY MOM IS NEVER AT HOME, i really need someone to be there...