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BlueSky

Sunday, March 29, 2009

6:54 AM

Hey all!! haha it was a weird week :D Made some mistake in my life :[ haha but hey! its ok :D we all make mistakes .... And MeiMei Cheer up :D life aint that bad without love ya know! hahahahaha! Kor is Here :D

Well im only going to talk about what happened today :D This Early in the morning woke up at around 12 haha! im a lazy bum on sunday! then after that! my bro went to fetch xm over to eat breakfast! :D haha we ate at the kopitiam near my block! The roti-prata there ROCKS! :D i luv it yo!

After that we came up and we including xm played D2 :D hahah Fun sia! she gong gong de! then donno what to do and keep running and dying everywhere with lots of mob :D

After that did 40 pumpings and went to take a icy shower :D love the new shower dad! thanks haha! AFTER DINNER WHICH ROCKS! haha

We all including daddy Watched Marley and Me tgt :D The movie is just plain awesome! Its so touching , Marley brings out the best and worst in a person's life .. But after all the thing he did , he thought people alot of things! I saw my bro and xm crying haha i donno whether daddy cried anot >.<>

heres some shoutout:

YongJie+POA students : Good Luck and Reach the sky for tmrw's POA test!
Camilia + Sunitha: Kick Unity Sec's Ass yo!

Ciaos , im going to study for tml hist test!

J.
Take My Hand and i will take you to that Blue Blue Sky in which we shall burn our dreams into the skylines

ahahah long time le

Sunday, March 22, 2009

1:21 AM

Haha! its been some time since i blogged , i was dam busy lately haha
lets recap!!!

Tuesday: went to school for March Games , First match was 4/1 VS 4/6 , haha lets not talk about that , it was fun but then i think i was being unfair... should have let them score a few then make the score look nicer :D haha I Shall not tell you the real score .. After that match it was 4/6 VS 4/7 , THAT MATCH WAS SUPER INTENSE LA! They were leading at first , then 4/6 started to chase up!!!! RAWR!! super intense , in the end the score was 19-18 !!! 4/6 won :D good job 4/7 , you guys were the toughest!!

wednesday: Whole body hurt hurt hurt

Thursday: TIME TO VERSUS A VERY STRONG CLASS!! 4/5!! wohooo!! to summarise everything , we got trashed , i injured a person , we lost , we knew we would lost , and blah blah blah AHAH!! dam down sia after we lost , but nvm , 4/5 rocks , but they lost to 4/4 after that!!

Friday: HAHAHA this is the best!! Went to Pulau Ubin with , Yongjie,Jieqin,mingen,jw,Aihui,nicholas,stanly,senwee,zhicai,jason!!!! it rocks yo! but then when we first arrived , it was raining , haha we all camped at the food store , we ordered fried chicken , I LOVE CHICKEN!!!!!!!! but i love Live Duck more :D they are cute little feathery birds which go QUACk , ISNT IT AWESOME!! WHERE CAN YOU FIND ANOTHER THING THAT GOES QUACK!! ... okkkkk out of point ...... then after that we rent bicycle we rode around pulau ubin :D BUT GOD DAMMIT!! ALOT OF MOSQUITO BITE!!!! now i still scratching my arms LOL! stupid mosquito!

haha after resting we head on to Chew Jawa , that is the place where the 8-storey Bird Watch Tower is , THATS THE BEST SCENERY SPOT EVER!! you aint gonna find no better scenery at the top of the tower :D haha going to post the photo below :D

Ciaos
J.Jlηx

MeiMei!!!!! BECAREFUL FALL OFF THE SHIP , she brave sia haha!!

LOL!! Saman-wee :D tehehehhe

CrossCountry Rocks!!!!!!!

Friday, March 13, 2009

9:46 PM

Hahahaha! Helloooooooooooooooooooooooooooos! super happy :D Yesterday Cross country heres a recap of what happened yesterday!

early in the morning i woke up hahahah then sms-ed yongjie to wake that fat ass up =P then he toke his own sweet time :D hahah he need put on some "makeup" to get himself ready hahaha
then we were super late =P then the bus 169 went by , LOL! whole bus is full of yellow shirt people HAHAHAHAHAHA but it was full , in the end we took 166 lo ...

haha waited and waited and waited for sec 4 boys to run! lol then when we near the starting mark , it was sec4 girl's turn .. ahahah sunitha and some other girl were at the front! LOL then when the whistle was blown , SUNITHA RAN LIKE SUPER FAST SIA!!! WOOT GOOOO SUNITHA !!

haha then sec4 boys turn liao hahaha i lasted only 2km and then cannot tahan anymore hahaha! so walked with syazwan untill last 100metre ! WHAT A GOOD FRIEND :D haha then when it was 100metre , i sped away haha! syazwan cannot catch up =P
IT WAS SUPER FUN!!!!!!!!!! but then i never take any picture =( sad sad sad! nevermind there is still next year , the last year in school without her =( haisshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and xinlin did not run lol , she was sick i think

hahaa then reached home took a bath and chat with grace ! hahah she super funny and she look better wearing contact lenses... then i slept for 16hours and woke up this morning 6 lol! I AM FULLY RECOVERED FROM ALL THE INJURIES !! I AM SUPER JJ!

i shall now go jogging !

Ciaos
J

Horizon to another new bright day :D

Labels: Horizon to another new bright day :D

Tehehe

Monday, March 9, 2009

7:31 AM

Haish , not quite in the mood to blog today , still moody from not having enough confident to talk to her ... tehehehehe :D

what am i going to do yo!

im soooooooooooo sad! tehehehhe :]]

Tags Reply-
jaclyn: Haha thanks yo! and long time never talk to you ler!
kenneth: ORH! you must be the one who sold drugs to woman to cause them to produce scent right?!?!?!?! evil druglord !

Denise: THANKS JIE!
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still remember her telling me , a picute speaks a million word :]]

<--looks like a waterfall

<-- i swear to god this looks like ice cream when you are standing where i am standing!

Labels: Tehehehe :D

Pissed

Sunday, March 8, 2009

7:59 AM

I was really pissed yesterday and today... but thanks to two wonderful girl , two girl that i really can trust can count on :D Thanks Julia and Denise :D without you two i would be dead yo! love you two !!

my brother and father is so unreasonable !! but i shall not talk about it =) do not want to have a grudge against them or anything... wante dto give up on myself yesterday ... thanks to julia , she comforted me =) really can count on her.. and today when those to Morons pissed me , Denise comforted me =)

just studied finish maths =) really confident to score high for tmrw test :] wish me luck yo! haha played with bryan just now =) his game really rock ! i swear it will become popular =)

ah... its already march... and aprill is coming.. soon her o's will come , and then she will be gone from my life... Sad isnt it ? ah i shall not give up on her!

heres something i heard from someone wise =)

-Even if we want to flee from the pain and forget everything ,what awaits us is obstruction , slowing us from moving forward.

i think it is true... it really is true

i am going to roll on my bed now

Ciaos
-J

BlueSaturday

Saturday, March 7, 2009

7:54 AM

Woke up early in the morning, quite boring haha.... but then it started to rain heavily just as i finished my breakfast , lol i like rain .. i mean i like all kinds of weather , the weather is somehow like a earth's emotion , when the earth is sad , it cries , when the Earth is in one hell of a happy mood , it Shines very brightly , when the Earth is full of thoughts , its hazzy . its so intresting :D

The rain ended at 4 :D then chatted with Grace hahaha! her birthday is on the SYF .. poor thing ! shall buy her something nice :D its her sweet 16! mine is very far away :D actually i dont really want my birthday to come ... i wish it will never come ...tehehehe :D grace knows why =)

Then its night .. Mom called me :D she fell down in guang zhou ! OMFG! she really clumsy and bad luck , just a week ago she got fish bone in her throat ... really want to be by my mom's side to take care of her... see-ing her work like this makes my heart hurt... Not like someone who just sits at home looking at the stock market and nag at me when "he" is free... So when my brother and father came home .. its took me sometime to tell them cause i just remembered , then the two dickheads scold me say why didnt i tell them earlier , lol i ignore them , then they start saying why now then tell me , i told them " If i never tell you now , you wont call mommy? " then my fucking brother said " you blaming us now? " lol i got pissed off and said " Duh " then the two of them pissed off at me ... its like FUCK THEM! its not my fault , if i never tell them , i swear to god they will never call Mom , especially that girlfriend come first brother.... burn in hell.. i curse you ..

i shall now go scream into my pillow...

Ciaos
-J

heres some photo i took on friday

Labels: Some Things Once Lost, will never return..

Yo Tml is friday already!!

Thursday, March 5, 2009

5:59 AM

oh come on!!! tml is friday already... Please !!! dont let this year pass so fast... beg you god!

tags reply

Joweh:Haha but at least you can see it! so your eyes are good :D
JiHui: Yo ! long time never talk to you liao!
Vanessa a.k.a Uno Partner : hahaha! yea lets uno again sometime :D
Jieqin: @#$%^& is not a bad word yo! haha and no theres no such thing as increase pokes XD! haha its true you know! people are attracted to opposite gender's scent lol! saw it on tv :D

Thursday: Haha woke up at 5.30 .. then its still early and theres no breakfast! SO I ROLLED AROUND MY BED!! AWESOME THING TO DO YO! you should all try it =P

then wake up ate egg sandwich , drank my milo , and went to school... My life is so plain and simple, just hope after having her... it would be better!! AHHH IM SO @#$%^& up! haha! then after assembly walked up to class lo! SHE WAS BEHIND ME! WOHOOO but then leg feel weak then faster walk up if not later faint haha! :D Haha! then after school slack around class lo .. then the stupid *mok* came at 2.30 ! WTH! remedial suppose to start at 2 leh! then she come so late and went at 3! ZzZz! lazy woman! Haha

NICHOLAS I HAVE CAUGHT YOU ON CAM!

<--- RAIN hahahaa!!!

took this under my block

<-- mommy theres a hole in the sky =P

Skyway Avenue - We the kings [super nice song]

She said let's change our luck

This night is all we've got

Drive fast until we crash

This dead end life

Sweet dreams that won't come true

I'd leave it all for you

Brick walls are closing in

Let's make a run tonight

Blinded by the lights

Hold you through forever

Won't let you go'

Cause if you jump

I will jump too

We will fall together

From the building's ledge

Never looking back at what we've done

We'll say it was love'

Cause I would die for you

On skyway avenue

She said don't change your mind

Let's leave this town behind

We'll race right off the cliff

They will remember this

It all got so mundane

With you I'm back again

Just take me by the hand

We're close to the edge

Blinded by the lights

Hold you through forever

Won't let you go'

Cause if you jump I will jump too

We will fall together

From the building's ledge

Never looking back at what we've done

We'll say it was love'

Cause I would die for you

On skyway avenue

Where are your guts to fly?

Soaring through, through the night

And if you take that last step

I'll follow youLeave the edge and fly

We're finally alive'

Cause if you jump

I will jump too

We will fall together

From the building's ledge

Never looking back at what we've done

We'll say it was love'

Cause I would die for you

On skyway avenue

So what's left to prove

We have made it through

Ciaos
--J

Regret

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

2:55 AM

i regret telling her those stupid thing... that i sms-ed her because i needed someone to talk to or something... i should've just told her i never stopped messaging her was because i really like her and want a spot in her heart.... but its too late.. i just hope things will turn out fine...

Ciaos
J

[heres a picture i took on my way home]

Fight on!

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

4:04 AM

i was about to give up..... i regreted confessing to her , if i never confessed to her , i would at least have the courage to look at her , but now i dont even dare to look at her...

but then jq send me this video , the link is http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iHititQJYGY&feature=related .... this is what the handicapped person said : Sometime when you fall down , you must climb up , if not , you cant get anywhere , Well i tell you there is sometime in life , when you fall down , you feel like you dont have the strength to get back up , i am now down here with no arm and no legs , it would be impossible for me to get back up , but its not . You see , i will try 100time to get up .. and if i fail 100 times , if i fail and give up , Do you think i'm ever going to get up? No! but if i fail and i try again and again and again ... but i would like to let you know its not the end , it mattars how you are going to finish .... Are you going to finish strong? you will find that strength to get back up , *man , use his head to get back up , without his hands or legs* "

after see-ing this ... i feel that i should FIGHT ON!!! PERSERVERE!!! I CANT GIVE UP NOW!! AFTER ALL I HAVE BEEN THROUGH BRINGING UP MY COURAGE TO TELL HER! thanks jq , always can count on you .. and always know-ing you will be there.. :D

Ciaos
J

Hehe its the best monday!

Monday, March 2, 2009

6:03 AM

hehe!wassup you all!!

i was reading some article and i came upon this ,

What is love? David Icke said: "Infinite Love is the Only Truth Everything Else is Illusion." However, scientists tried to explain love using our genes as the base of the medical study. Basically, they found that we are attracted to personas that are genetically immune to diseases and weaknesses that we are not. However, Alchemy teaches us completely different approach. Alchemy or old sacred studies believe that our body (Personal Self) is build around four energies (or four egos) that make up our Personal Self (our body). Physical Energy with its Needs, Sensational with its Desires, Emotional with its Feelings and Intellectual Energy with its Ideas. To reach Higher Self (our soul) you must balance these four energies in your body. Since this is very hard to do, we usually seek for someone (soul mate) that will help us achieve Higher Existence (same like our genes our soul mate’s energies could fill half empty energies and empty our half spilling energies). Alchemy believes that we are not born with the soul, only with the seed of spirituality, and that our purpose on this planet is to find our souls or our Higher Self. You wanted to make gold from the ordinary metal? Well finding love is the only solution or maybe you should meditate till you find your true balancing power.

to me this is all bullcrap! you cant explain love by just saying some stupid theory or formulae! Love is not meant to be found out what it is yo! If you find out what is love , what does it do you ? can you make someone you love fall in love wit you? :D tehehehe no right? haha love is just something you feel deep inside your mind and heart , when you see that person you love your heart pounds very very fast :D , you cant stop thinking about that person all day long! I think ! those who want to find out what really is love , does not have someone they love =X hehe

i shall now go roll around on my bed and wait for the 11o clock show on OkTo !!

Ciaos
J